YAYAPOPS!

Rich got in lastnight so now he's a student of Akademi Fantasia. I was waiting for his turn lastnight and he did me proud. It was worth the wait. Haha I love you Rich!!! At that same time lastnight, I was chatting with a friend about the Konsert Prelude and when Rich performed I was mcm those hippies... so I told him I want to be those hippies. Bawa big big banners... that says, "RICH MARRY ME!!!" hahaah and he said I'm crazy. But Rich I'm proud of you and I'm waiting for the weekly concert because of you. Ohh baby!!!

I wonder why Liya didn't get in. She sang well but it was just too plain I think. Y'know how some voices can pull off really well and some even though they've got a nice projection and everything but it's just plain plain. Get me? Oh well I hope things will go well for her outside of AF.
So yea AFUNDI RICH and send to 32999. Hahah as if it'll work here in Brunei. I'm waiting for Estranged's video clip, Chocolate Syrup on Hitz.tv but it's not out yet. But what worries me now is that can Rich pull off other genre of music other than rock alternative. Erm...????

Owhh owhh owhhh... i just received a mail. Like real mail... letter and lot. I'm so happy... and it's from Jo. I'm like jumping up and down and smiling. As Jo said.. the world needs happy and smiling ppl.. just like me. hahaah prasan I know!! but yea it's good to receive mail... how cool is snail mail? I love!!!! And the stamp is a KOALA!! not that I'm a fan of Koalas but still it's so amazing. I'm so teruja.

Prelude is on tonight... I can't wait for my boy Rich to sing his Edwin McCainI'll Be song. I actually like the song and it's starting to absorb into my system. Hahah I guess I'm getting into the whole Rich fever already. He might not be a favourite but he is my favourite. My favourites this year are Rich and Liya. Liya because first of all our names sound alike and plus she's got a powerful voice. She'll be singing One Thousand Million Smile by the late Sudirman Hj.Arshad.

I'm in search of a type of earrings that I can't seem to find here in Brunei. One problem though these type of earrings look really heavy and if I use heavy earrings my ears hurt. And it'll feel numb and all. But I'm still going to look for it and use it once awhile. This June a relative is getting married and I can't wait to attend that. End of June my close relative is having the whole hantaran ceremony thing going on and married in early July. That's one thing that I'm looking forward to. One problem though is I'll be seeing someone at the ceremony. Someone that I'm not looking forward on seeing. He's broken my heart. In a way though... he never knew that I had feelings for him. I never told him because well he's related to me. I know it's legal and everything but erh... The thing is I just feel so secure and safe around him. Now he's engaged and erm... nevermind.

not forgetting...


Happy 21st B'day Abang (Redha)




the dude RICH

hahah yeap I've got the AF4 fever but that's probably just because of Rich. I got someone watching AF for the first time in his life. I mean he's watched it before but just glimpses of it but I guess this time he'll get hook up to it. I'm good!! hahah But then again he's only hooked up because of Rich.

/random - my hair smells like raspberry...

hahaha so yea I was watching Astro@15 lastnight and Rich was there chatting and my goodness his malay is corrupted. I didn't understand practically everything that he typed. It's just plain corrupted, no wonder he has an English album. I'll post up a picture of him k. He's not handsome but there's something about him. Like Zimah said... 'memikat ur heart'... hahah whatever lah

Erh.. so yea I was watching the American Idol result show this morning. I don't care whoever wins it because well they both deserve it. I'm just plain excited to watch the idols sing... y'know the 12 finalists... hahah I wanted to watch Chris Daughtry and erm... he was there. Nice nice nice..... and of course Ace Young. hahah I'm not a frequent viewer of American Idol this year but I was devastated when Chris and Elliott got voted out. So yea... I had my share of mourning. I know Zimah didn't watch American Idol after Chris got voted out because she felt like 'she's lost her husband'. hahaha and now she's not even having the AF fever. And she blames it all on American Idol. She doesn't want to have the devastating feel again. hahaha whatever lah but it's fun seeing different blogs are back up with AF news. I like AF season... it's time to get all hyped up and go all fanned up!!

This Sunday Rich will be singing Edwin Mccain's I'll Be. It's a nice song so I hope Rich will do a good job with it...

Ehhe I didn't forget about Taufik k. Taufik is still in my heart!! Rich is currently no.2. hahahah

Yea AF is back with its fourth season and what can I say about the students that will be stars, they're not really that special to me but one guy caught my attention, Rich. It's not because he's handsome because he's not really handsome but because he's the frontman of this indie rock band, Estranged. And I'm a fan of Estranged since their first single, Velocity, came out on XFresh. That's a good song. So do I think it's weird and odd to see him as one of the 20 candidates, in one way yea because he has his own band. Then again when I think about it I remember seeing their drummer, Andy, was in one of this reality show where hitz.tv was looking for a new host so he's one of the candidates. But kan... what will happen to their band if Rich does get in because who ever gets into AF will be bind to a 3 year contract that is if they don't try to get out of it. Examples of those who are not bind to the contract are Vince AF1 and Aidil AF3. Don't know how they did it but yea.

So enough of AF I have a new song that I find really nice. First I read about this guy Tompi from Lynn's site then I went to her site and she too was talking about this guy so I went and find his song and found the song Selalu Denganmu. It's a nice combination of I don't know.... it's just nice. It's a good mix.. reminds me of Ello's songs but Ello's voice is smoother and Tompi's voice is just huskier. I guess most RnB songs from Indonesia are like these. I can see the similarities with the whole melodies between Glenn, Ello, Rio Febrian and now Tompi. Erh.. I like. No wonder I love Indonesian RnB acts. Their voice are just awww.. heart-throbbing.

Something weird is going on in my life. I want to forget about this guy that I used to like and try to move on and everything but now he's just BACK!! Seems like he's back into my life. He's not that cold as he used to be and he's able to crack up jokes and he's not as boring as he used to be. I just want to forget about that feeling and I just want to be friends. I hope that's what he wants too. ;) God it's tiring thinking about it...

i'm trying to keep with this layout cos it look really good. Haha eventhough I'm not so into the whole black scheme but it actually looks good. I think it's due to the whole black and white concept.

that's all for now yea.. I'll keep u guys updated with stuff. maybe pictures. haha who knows...

listening to - Taufik Batisah - First

I changed the layout again because the other one well it was nice but it was too crowded. I have to fix a few things here and there for this one again and maybe I'll go and look for another new layout or something because I want the comment thingie to work. The skins that I have now doesn't have the comment thingie on. I need to find a skin that has comments.

It's so noisy this morning, it's probably because all the land work going on around the house. See my dad had this house build not so far from the one we have now and the one now is on a hill. They are other ppl who are planning on building other houses around the new house so they have to do some work on the hill. I don't know put pipes and everything so that the land doesn't move or something. Or erosion or something. *wah my geography is out*

Today is Teachers Day in Malaysia so Happy Teachers Day to all Malaysian teachers. We here in Brunei celebrate Teachers Day on 23rd September right? ohh or something like that. I can't remember exactly when because I didn't really celebrate it through out my 2 years in MD. I know I did back in St.Andrews. Siap acting again!!! haha!! those were the good old days.

Y'know what I miss now... my Tuna Salad thingie from Subway and Arby's Ice Lemon Tea. Ohh that was my lunch back in JIS!! or erm.. what's that thing called Potato with Broccoli and it's topped with cheese. Erhh... that's a good lunch especially after PE!! Damn.. no wonder I always skip fasting dulu. I was too tired and the food was just too... ermmmmmmm...

K then.. enjoy the day

*muahs*

lalala... sorry I haven't updated in ages. Just didn't feel like updating and erh I was just not in the mood. So expect only 3 posts in a week or something. Heheh so yea what's been happening since I last updated. Ohh Taufik won MTV Asia Awards Favourite Artist Singapore. Congrats Taufik I know you'd make it. Ohh there's another song that's been playing over and over on the radios that I'm kinda liking at the moment and it's Shakira's Hips Don't Lie. Hahah it's a funny sing and erm... very catchy.

Juju texted me on Saturday and told me that Aimie's dad passed away that afternoon. So condolences to the family. Al-Fatihah

Oh another thing I hope you ppl enjoy the new layout. I got it off blogskins so I'm sorry if there are some weird things going on cos I'm somewhat not bothered to change the size of my pictures cos it takes forever. So yea I'm sorry about that....

I can't say more cos I'm somewhat clueless on what to type.

I'm loving Siti Nurhaliza's new album, Transkripsi it's good. I like unique and different. huhuhu

Peterpan - Bintang Di Surga

so there was no continuation to the dream when I thought it there SHOULD have been. Y'know I want to know what actually happen. Huhuh who knows we tied the knot... *owhh dream on Alyaa* So yea today didn't really do anything except went out for breakfast with my parents. Had to pick up my mom first from work then went for breakfast. God.. I'm still full from my breakfast actually because I had nasi lemak. Even though it's quite expensive.. see I had breakfast at The Airport Restaurant but the taste is so erh... the price suits the taste. Hehe...

Then came home and cleaned up my room cos my room started to look like a mouse hole. Everything was everywhere. But not anymore. I had to place my boom box somewhere else cos it's just too big to be put next to my bed. So what I have next to my bed is just my night lamp and a table and of course lotions and such. And my laptop. So it's easier for me to do my nite typings and such. Owh and another thing my dressing table is so clean... usually it's filled with magazines and my toiletries. I so need to keep my things in order so I don't have to like reorganising them. Owhh another thing about my room... I have no idea where all the dusts come from. It's so tiring to dust off dusts all the time. I had to vacuumed them off the carpet behind my disc rack.

I miss Jo. I miss sushi sessions with her. I have no one to go sushi-ing with anymore.
Owhh another friend of mine left for her overseas study and yet I've not heard from her. Weird kan. I would have e-mailed her but since she hasn't e-mailed me so I'm assuming she's busy and doesn't want to be bothered. Get what I mean? Owh well I guess it happens right...

pictures...



my ohh so clean dressing table/study table



my side table...

listening to Vina Panduwinata - Aku Makin Cinta

-out-

Hello there

well I have something to tell.. last week I had a dream about this guy whom I used to have a crush on back in my Jakarta years. I had a really really huge crush on him and his name (well let's just have his initials) GL. I guess Kimmie, you know who it is right.. well ok it seems like the whole dream took place in Australia and I was staying with Kimmie. So we were walking out from class and crossing the road and saw a group of Asian guys and Kimmie called them The Asian gang. That sounded more like 8th grade... and that guy belonged to that gang. So I was walking alone among the crowd and I spotted him among the others. I didn't know whether he saw me or not but I just stared at him and kept walking. Our eyes met he kept on walking and looked back and kept on looking at me and I did the same thing. He was walking with his current girlfriend and his bestfriend R. And a few minutes after that his gf came up to me and started talking to me. I was shocked that she still remembers me. The thing is this whole incident took place at another familiar place... in front of CK Tang in Singapore. God I'm so confused...

Then last night I had a dream of another singaporean guy, my IDOL!! ahah yea I had a dream about Taufik Batisah.

Currently watching his video clip..

Oh ok this is another interesting dream. It took place God knows where but I'm sure it was a food court. I was sitting with my friends at this one stall and a whole group of boys sat next to us. And amongst them I saw Taufik. And next to me is Zimah and she is a hardcore fan of Taufik but I didn't tell her about him. hahah jahat kan!!! But yea I had a big paper and a pen and asked him to sign on that piece of paper and he did. He looked tired though so I didn't bother him much. Then I asked whether it's alright if I take a picture with him. But the stupid thing was my phone didn't' seem to work. STUPID!!! When he seemed to be like soo tired then my phone worked and his crew took the picture of us. He had his arm around me and I was in his arms and my head was resting on his chest. His crew said... "Owhh this is a nice picture." So Taufik and I walked around the food court and his arms still around me. Then he had both hands on my shoulders. Woah.. so romantic. *how I wish this was true* I was then walking next to him and I kinda took his hand and he took my hand too and we walked together holding hands. Weird but it seems so real. Then we met my friend kind of like this guy who I grew up with and they shook hands and everything but that's where everything ended. DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope there's a continuation tonight. I hope.... I wish i pray.. for a continuation. And hope that it'll be a good continuation. singapore seems to be far away but so close to my heart. :) lalalala

so today is a good day. and my morning started out quite nice. a friend mr.a hahahahahh texted me something really sweet. something really nice that really cheered me up. :)
ohh enough of all these romantic things. but i seem to be liking it. hahaha so i guess i haven't changed much ehh!!!

listening to Ungu - Demi Waktu



taufik batisah

photo courtesy of Manja