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Hello.. bon soir

I was just reading my old posts on this blog and I just realised something, I somewhat sound bimboish. I actually talk the way I write this blog but I don't sound that bimboish if I talk in school or to my parents. Ok I speak malay with my parents and sometimes with a mix of English but not that often. I speak English in school with my friends with a dash of malay here and there but I seriously don't sound that bimboish! Oh well.. :( I guess it's because I have the whole 'like' word inserted here and there. Yea I do agree I had this accent going on when I first arrived back in Brunei but that was 6 years ago and now I'm totally fine with the way I talk eventhough the whole accent thing still goes on if I want to.

I miss my boys in UK, ok well maybe not as much as I did before because I have to think about myself too right? One of them often comes online but always on away mode so I didn't want to bother him even though I want to chat with him.

Oh yea never really mentioned this but yea my mom's second cousin's son passed away Thursday night and the sad thing was I was chatting with his first cousin when he passed away and we both didn't know about it. I received the news when I woke up for sahur the next day. It was a sad moment for all of us, I know I was never that close to him but I have a feeling that he must be one of the few cousins who used to carry me around. He passed away surrounded by those close to his heart, so that was a good thing. Abg Zakaria... we will surely miss you! :) Hope he is situated to the place near to God. Amin..

Al-Fatihah

till then...