YAYAPOPS!

Erm so this afternoon went and played squash, well more like attempted to play squash. So played with Amie then Mawi came and said that they were going to play futsal in the gym area. And Zazu was going to be there, hahah he's always good to have around. Then when we were inside the gym area, someone came in the door and said Hi. I was like in shock cos it was the guy I have the hots for. I'm not sure whether I still do or I don't because the feeling just seems to fade away and then come back and haunt me. So he walked in with Tony I think yea it was Tony and then punched me softly at my back and then I just said Hi back. Then kind of talked to him a bit since he wanted me to show him where the squash court is and stuff. Owh I just found out he's leaving for UK this Sunday. Erm... I don't know. So this afternoon while he was putting on his socks I walked outside to have a fresh air and somewhat I felt tears crytallising (sp) in my eyes. I held it back and it worked. I seriously don't know what to do. I just don't know what to say to him and I know I looked really stupid if I talk to him.

His friends are a big help though, one of them willingly listens to what I'm going through and gives me good advices. Whle the other one being the goofy that he is just jokes around about the whole situation. I mean yea it's a good thing they are joking about it so I won't be too stressed out thinking about it.

Let just see how things go and work in the next few days. Erm..

Next week is a busy week for all of us. Assignment to be hand in, tests here and there but thank goodness the week after next will be a mid semester break for us. :) actually it's Ramadhan already by then and then Hari Raya. Yipp..ee

to S - I will miss you a lot!!