10 Years Ago, I...

- 12 years old
- was in Jakarta and in 7th grade at Cilandak JIS, it was one of those memories that I'd never forget
- went on an outward bound trip to Bali with the whole of 7th grade
- something happened while I was in Bali
- tried white water rafting and hiked a mountain for about 5 hours and saw Lake Toba and walked through a meadow
- the massive 98 riots in Jakarta, 6th grade got ended early and had to fly back to Brunei pronto

5 Years Ago, I...

- 16 years old
- was in Form 5 in St. Andrew's School working hard for 'O' levels
- had the best bunch of friends a girl could ever have
- had a very tight tuition schedule
- was really struggling with Physics
- realized that I can be very strong and work really hard
- was satisfied with my 'O' level results


3 Years Ago, I...

- was in Form Upper 6 at Maktab Duli
- was struggling with 'A' level
- had the longest break ever after my 'A' level exams
- had one of the worst years of my life, had fights and all


A Year Ago, I...

- enjoyed Uni (2nd semester) so much because I had the best people around me
- was very proud of my 2nd semester results as I improved so much
- volunteered for a join conference and worked along with amazing people and met a lot of interesting people
- lost someone so close to me (my dad)
- had the most hospital visits ever in my life
- explored JPMC
- almost donated blood
- found out I had low blood platelets
- had to move on in life as he will never come back, had to live my life without him

So Far This Year, I...

- moved on with my life
- thought I found the guy
- got my heart broken
- had hopes for a relationship
- found people can play tricks on you like they play on other people when you totally trust them
- had troubles with 4th semester as most of the subjects are HARD
- learn the right way of referencing

- found new friends :) you guys rock

Yesterday, I...

- was jobless
- wanted to cook but found out the cabbage I had in the fridge had been cooked
- went through different cooking sites and found different recipes
- watched too much TV
- sit in front of my laptop too long

Today, I...

- had trouble waking up because I was sleepy
- watched Grey's Anatomy, more dramas
- went out for lunch with my mum
- watched this documentary on P. Ramlee Di Persada Global on Prima
- wished my brother Happy Birthday :)

Tomorrow, I will...

- go meet my crew
- plan my trip
- cherish the moments I have with my crew
- live the life I didn't live today and yesterday :)


And and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG REDHA!!!!! YOU'RE 23 NOW!!! AND YOU BROKE YOUR LEG!

not that breaking his leg is a good thing but heheeheh... weird lah my brother!

I love you!! You're the best brother any sister can have because you're just plain overprotective :)

#287 Ouch...

Woke up with soaring legs this morning and it got me thinking, "what did I do ahh??" Then it hit me, it was all due to the walk we had yesterday around Gadong. Well I haven't been walking much since I've been shutting myself in my room watching endless episodes of Ugly Betty, Gossip Girl and Grey's Anatomy. Oh I so do not like the season finale of Ugly Betty. It was left hanging like, Ok where did Betty actually go with. Was it Henry or Gio? It was either Tucson or Rome? Aiks.. I no like. Then come Alexis with the whole Wilhemina thingie, I can't believe she did that to her family. Seriously... I mean ERH!!!! Can't she see that Wilhemina is playing around with her brain. Stupid lah!! Then came that little French boy... erm... was he actually wearing eye-liner?? hehehe

Oh this afternoon had hi-tea at Season's with my mum. It was all good... the food wasn't that bad, it was actually good.

Watching Jangan Lupa Lirik now on Astro. Gee, I am jobless. hahahah I'm going to miss AF now. I don't know why... the past few weeks of AF are always the best since there are only about 4/5 of them left. So going to miss Cik Kutip and of course, RIZ!!!!

It's been a good week so far... I love!!! :)




picture taken from http://boobookittyfuck.deviantart.com

#286 Have I become their official photographer?

So had lunch at Excapade with the crew (hahah see I call you guys crew ku) since I was craving for sushi since well March I think. So yea had a few laugh (well a lot of it) especially when the crew is around. Then walked around The Mall with them. Oh yea at Excapade I think they miscalculated our bill. Not sure about that yet though but since Effa texted me and asked what we drank so yea maybe something went wrong somewhere.

Before lunch, Amie and I, went present hunting. And we ended up at this Feng Shui shop on the row as Matadoe. She got this very beautiful bracelet for Lionel's dad and I witnessed the purification process of the bracelet. If that sound had prolonged I think my eardrums pun kan pecah kali sudah! It was that loud. I didn't realize how tiring it is to walk around Gadong, adding to that it was blazing hot this afternoon. I was wearing black lagi.. Aiyo... SO HOT!!!

And I got an early birthday present. heheh thanx Amie :) I love it!!

heheh so here are pictures, since two people are pestering me for them:-











hahah I guess that's all for now...

Cheers ppl!

BTW, I have nothing to do anymore on Saturday nights since there will be no more AF starting next week. :(

At least Stacy won and Riz 2nd! So yea.. I'm good...

Looking 11 Januari Riz's version...

#285 IRONMAN!!

As mentioned before last Thursday, some friends and I went out and watched IRONMAN!!

So here are the pictures from last Thursday...




I would like to thank those who tagged and left comments. I've been feeling much better. I guess it's best to move on and don't think about him that much. :) Someone gave me words of wisdom the other day and I must say it was good. :) Thanks dude!! You know who you are... Baiklah... heheh

Tonight is Idol's finale!! Yaye can't wait... :) hehehe :)

I guess that's all for now...

Lalalla~~

#284 helpless

Everything has a happy ending...

But it doesn't work for me...

It's all over...

I guess it wasn't just meant to be...

#283 yes, yes it's long overdue!!

Yes, Yes.. it's time for an update.

So my last paper was on Wednesday and yes, it took me a while to blog because well just because. The day before the last paper, Tuesday, had a photo shoot with some of the gang because we got our shirts!! We got our batch faculty shirts, it's really pretty! I'm still waiting for the official photo from our official photographer, Mr. MSyazwan!! Wan, mana gambar???

So yea since most of my friends finished their exam on Thursday, we went out and watched Ironman. It was just plain exciting and the movie was totally great. I loved the storyline even though it was somewhat predictable. I love the catchy and sarcastic remarks made by Robert Downey Jr. (who I think is HOT). I love the cars and of course the iron suit! It's a must watch!! And I love the people I watched it with. You guys are the best!! Yes, Sheena, we'll miss you!!! Come down Bandar lah yea yea when you're free.

Something happened yesterday, some might notice I've been somewhat happy for the past weeks. It was totally different yesterday. It's amazing how the happiness I had totally went downfall after a short conversation. I just find it weird... why is that person telling me all those stories. Is that person trying to hint something? Erm... but it left me feeling miserable. I've never felt that miserable for a long time. It was just painful.

All the hope I had, it was taken away just like that. I don't know how I'm going to face this fact. Argh can't wait for 9th June... I just need to get away from a few things. :)

Right.. here are pictures from our mini photo shoot. These are my camera:

all of them crowding ard Mr. MSyazwan

ohhh Bebku... you miss me right??

will definitely miss them!! *notice the pink phone* hehe :)

Will blog with the Ironman pictures soon!! :)

#282 You've been tagged

Tagged by the two lovely cousins :) Hawa & Hami

1. What would you find yourself doing at 4pm?

-this afternoon? well I was walking from one of the classes in FBEPS to the car... so on the way home


2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
- bali... and singapore... not forgetting round Europe tour


3. What's your favorite thing to do?
- I won't say studying is my favorite thing to do at the moment! So I guess watching movies, listening to my choice of music and oh not forgetting spending time with those close to me.


4.Do you think money can buy happiness?
- to a certain extent, YES!


5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be
- meet babah.. :(


6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- up to a certain point maybe.. but let's be frank, I doubt anyone can survive without money


7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
- losing a member is painful enough... so losing anymore might be worst...


8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
- send the mum for Hajj, then I'm off somewhere.. buy a house maybe, my dream car, VW. :)


9. What is the most recent embarrassing thing you have done?
- not sure... I doubt anything


10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
-1. they are one of the few people important in my life
-2. pretty...
-3. small with a BIG heart... <3333


11. What makes you happy?
-GOOD FOOD, GREAT FRIENDS & FAMILIES!!!

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
- back stabbers...


13. What is your ambition?
- chartered accountant...


14. If you could have a superpower what would it be?
- invisible just like sue storm


15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- families and friends...


16. If you were a car/bike what would it be?
- VW Golf GTi 2.0 or was it 1.6


17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
- EMO and sensitive


18. What music have you been listening to recently?
-Terima Kasih Cinta by Afgan

19. What is your least favourite animal?
- snakes

20. What is your ultimate addiction?
- going online


Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

-Razan
-Effa
-Sha
-Syaf
-Sheena
-Nuar
-Rush (don't know where.. but you have to do this, ohh facebook saja)
-Aryfz

#281 There she goes...

I'm done with two of the important papers. So kira now like merdeka for a bit cos my brain is not able to take in any information yet. Slept the whole afternoon right after I got home from lunch because I was sooo tired. You see, Monday I was in Uni the whole day and in the afternoon had the very first paper which was Cost Accounting. It was one HARD paper... I don't know what went wrong. I know I've studied but I can't seem to apply what I've studied to the exam paper. Daym... it's like totally different. Oh well... it's all over now.

And today had Company Accounting & Reporting which was alright. The compulsory question, well had trouble with that one. I did the question lastnight but totally forgot the journal entries. See... memorise lagi!! hahaha

but it was fun...

bah need to study for something else now! QA on thursday :) :)